quarta-feira, 8 de fevereiro de 2017

Pillow talks

I do get high
to numb the pain away
Helps me sleeping even with
so much left to say
I'm a sucker for that happy ending
though I never had one
My kind of grand finale is catching bullets
for the one behind the gun
Damn, got hit
this aint fun ...
Knock out, knocked down
The whole world spinning around
Can't hold my ground
Pardon me, I might as well
take another sip
'cause clearly this aint it

Oh not even divine intervention
would be able to save our asses now
And we could try, I'm just not sure how
Fire at me, I can take it
I love it as much as I hate it

I'll get high
I'll get drunk
whatever it takes
whatever works
to prevent these heartbreaks
Damn, up in the clouds,
Can't rememeber 'bout how I fell off grace
Hell I can't even remember your face
We are alright
it's a good summer night
We're fine, gazing the sky
flying so high
and we're dreaming again
arguing about the future,
how it's going to be
What's going to become of me
I'll roll up another one
while you think about that
You're not going to be able to decide
shit tonight, first fact
Ah ah you're too high,
it's going to take a while to come back

No pain
no gain
Don't you worry dear,
it's just a game

It's so nice to see
how well you preach baby
but tell me
are you happy?
Is your spirit running free ?


sexta-feira, 20 de janeiro de 2017

Casual look

Them preachers

I tried to tell you
but you wanted
to play the fool
Can you feel it now ?
Karma can be quite cruel
You sure you want to play
this kind of game ?
You dare to lick this flame ?
We're crazy baby
I'm far from myself lately ...

Torture, tragic,
Deliciously magic
Can't stop, can't come down
I'm about to remind you
Why I wear the fuckin' crown !

Say it, just say it
look at my face
and admit it
They had it coming
they shud've known better
I don't enjoy staying
under the weather
I'm going to wear that lipstick
just to turn you on
I'll be here 'till dawn
You are ready to go
but I'm already gone ...
I'm going to be on top of those heels
just to prove you wrong
I'm going to make you memorize
the lyrics to this song
Black underwear, chains
A slap across the face
the delight before the taste
of sweet disgrace
You need to control that thirst
Me saying no ? That's a first ah ah ah
You know me, go big or go home player
You can't kill a fly, and you're calling yourself
the dragon slayer ...

I've got a whole world
where I'm the damn boss
You're on your knees,
that's a heavy cross
I'm sorry for your loss
'cause I'm out, I'm going
This shit is going to end up blowing
Warned you once, it's coming back
You do see the chance of that
It blows on your face
We fall off grace

You feel it, I feel it too
Well maybe not as much as you
I can feel the pain
I know how it slowly drives you insane
But you can take it, right ?
it's all part of your game,
let it eat you alive,
consume your soul
Allow yourself to just dive
into that deep dark hole
I would say some words for you
if I knew how to pray
Fuck them and all that they have to say ...

Amen ...


terça-feira, 17 de janeiro de 2017

Do something, say anything

People like me will burn in the pyre
it's a whole new level of darkness
and comfort down here in hell's fire
Humm that pride of yours boy
after all this time you're still
their puppet, their toy
Can't believe my eyes
you still feed on these lies
Too used to not fighting
So not ready for certain goodbyes
You know I'm starting to fade right ?
Darkness will lose it's only light
Look me in the eyes and tell me
that that's alright
I can smell your fear
Reach out, while I'm still here ...

I wasn't and I'm still not enough
Not the right choice to make,
so it seems ...
I guess the ends do justify the means
walking towards a stone wall
Getting up after another nasty fall
Who the fuck am I these days ?
What did you make of me ?
And the know it alls refuse to see
I desperatly want to crawl out
of my own skin
Why dear ? Why do you have to be so mean ?
You sit and stare at me, when all I want
is to be able to shout
let me turn away, turn back
allow me to walk myself out
At least give me that ...

You can't face the mirror,
dirty little girl
There's filth all over your own
little world
Dirt under your finger nails
I'm not okay no
But you need to go
so ...
Getting deeper and deeper
I need to reach the surface at once,
ready to let go ?
It was the last dance ...

Diagnosis : 2: 59 AM - She seems to be catatonic . 

Focus woman ! Concentrate !
Erase this silly mistake
before it's too damn late
You shall never think about it
Not a thought, mention, dream
that's the only way for absolution,
to be redeemed

I'm tired of trying to catch the smoke
with my bare hands ...
Done ...
Through ...


Blue luxury

segunda-feira, 5 de dezembro de 2016

My soul is freezin' dude !

I'm allowed to leave this earth,
once I've counted each star
Once I can make you see
how incredible you really are
After I take them to know the world
After I spread out through the universe
my word
A signature that turned into a dream,
an aspiration
My true love and object of adoration
There's talent, there's art
pouring out this resilient heart
Why the long faces ? We're having fun
Believe me, I'm so not done
I recharged this gun
This is the shot I waited so
long to take
I won't bend, I won't break
it's not too late
Even if the lights go out
even if no one hears me shout
Have no doubt
I still be fighting my way through
Are you coming too?
I'm gonna burst through the sky
You know me, I do not  lie
So come, let's fuckin' fly

Passion's bitch, I'm in love with it all
I do not regret each fall
I learned it, it was rough
I grew up tough
I keep singing new chorus,
'cause it's never enough
Even if instead of love it was
just a bluff
I was taught the game
pretty much drove me insane
I prefer raw emotions, yes I'm that lame
I'm not the ideal picture for your frame
So I tend to end up consumed
by the flame ...

I let you in, did you enjoy the show ?
No ...
Is that why you had to go ?
The tables turned
It all got burnt
But I'm not going anywhere
'till I make it
I guess I'll meet you there
I'm looking good for a washed- up,
that no one takes seriously
wasn't that it dearie ?
I was the freak, the crazy one,
too ugly for your standards, too thin
I wonder if you keep your speech
after I win
'cause I aint moving,
I'm not stepping aside
Please swallow your
damn pride
and just enjoy the ride ...



domingo, 27 de novembro de 2016

What are you on ?

How does it feel like ?
How does it taste like ?
Been there, done that
Good luck putting up
with that pile of crap
All talk no action
Everybody's waiting
for your reaction
Give them what they want
give the crowd all the filth all the dirt
I can smell blood in the air,
someone will end up hurt
Don't talk down I'm up here
What pisses you off the most
is that I'm still sincere
And that's why they fear me dear
People only speak the truth
once the end is near

What keeps you going ?
What are you on ?
You're just a courpse, since
your soul is gone
The dark is already here, so
I'll wait for the dawn
Water bills, TV. bills, gas bills,
electricity  too
And they turn to you
saying that this is all you'll have
'till you die
Well tough luck 'cause I'm not ready
to kiss my dreams goodbye
So go ahead and cry
Once it all crumbles down
But at least I still gave it a try
You do not control destiny
and you are not the boss of me
You are just blinded 'cause you
refuse to see
The incredible person that you
can actually be
As long as those stars still shine
fighting will be a right of mine
As long as the earth spins, and
the sun is up there in the sky
I'll be damned, but I'll try
I'm already that high
I already feel like I can fly
Call it a fantasy, call it a lie
Come on don't be shy
Say I'll never make it,
that I'll never get far
Reopen that nasty scar
Once more here we are
Drag me down like you
always do
Thing is, we're talking about
me not you
I'll get off my ass and do
something for a change
You keep dreaming at a close
Let's do this, let's make it
Here's your shot, take it