sexta-feira, 9 de junho de 2017

Devil's little girl

A pariah, yes
A complete mess
Check !
Not really worried about that
Alienated, ostracized
Still smiling knowing I did
all I could
Insane, messed up in the brain
Damaged, very aware of all the pain
Breaking your rules
every step of the way
Guess which one is quitting today
Wild, can't be tamed
the kind of picture too crooked
to be framed
Still, not ashamed

That's what you needed,
this was what you wanted all along
Now, do you figure you could've been wrong?
I'll swallow every bit of what I feel
But won't hide it, apparently I still need to heal
There's no way you're taking that away from me
Still I do love you, yes it's that silly
that sick, derranged
to say the least
Beauty lost her spotlight
it's all about the beast
this seems to have lasted
for too long
it makes itself feel so strong
to be ignored
like a moth dragged into the light
I doubt that we can escape this tonight
and I'm scaring you, right ?

It's devious, toxic, self destructive
each desire
You sir are a damn good liar
And we climb higher and higher
Mad, mad indeed
Crazed love, the devil's seed
You're kneeling before frustration
lacking determination
At the end of the day
you're just too concerned
with what they have to say


quinta-feira, 8 de junho de 2017

Bad girl one 0 one

The shivers across my soul
are the worst
Your kind of love became my curse
Burn it down
Burn it to the ground
Your silence is the most escruciating sound
Reload, take another shot
but only if you are certain of it
otherwise better not
These demons are all I 've got
Don't even dare saying that you've fought
Left me there to rot
Put me in the dark
so that I couldn't see
If you only knew half of what this is
doing to me ...

I always dreamnt of becoming
a giant in this world, footsteps on the moon
It doesn't seem likely that I come back
anytime soon
Can you hear me?
Shall I shout ?
You think you know dark ?
He was the one blowing out the flame,
didn't even leave a spark
Trying to fix it, to mend the crazy
But can't seem to get a hold of me
Don't even bother, and I do believe
it's time to end today's show
Humm , I know
it's time for you to go
karma is one sick bitch indeed
they provided me with the offspring,
Devil's seed
Hell bitch is pissed
your ass is on the line
Don't worry you'll be fine
No need to cry
I learnt this one with you,
how to lie ...


quarta-feira, 7 de junho de 2017

Who killed cock robin ?

Once upon a time
he shredded my heart
torn it apart
and now he wants it back ...
Now enlight me
What am I supposed to do?
Yes, tell me, this is all about you
How did I get here ? To be honest
I have no clue
I keep thinking and thinking and I'm
pretty sure I've gone crazy
Will you take care of me baby?

You killed it ?  

I killed it, it doesn't beat anymore
Move on, you're barking at the wrong door
It bled indeed, right down to the core
Rot ...
Darling love me not ...
Forget, what I already forgot

Pitch black, darkened to the bone
made of stone
you learn how to survive,
if left alone ...
The voices go like
Please snap
You know we got your back 
Relive it all, go crazy
You got it bad, don't you baby? 
I hate having to dance
to anothers song
I knew you would run
it didn't take long
I love being right no doubt there
and you, wipe those tears it's not
like you really care
Play fair

You meant well, of course
'Careful you're bound to fall
from that high horse
of yours
You never meant to hurt another,
as usual, we know
and therefore we are letting you go
Move fast, just disappear
we'll pretend you were never here
Farewell dear ...


terça-feira, 6 de junho de 2017

King of Cups my ass

This got out of range,
but I'll fix it
Allow me ...
Today there's no staring
at the stars
I'm staring at memories
There's a couch
burnt to the ground
There are walls that
whisper all around
They know for how
long I waited for you
Know all about those silly
wishes that never came true
They do ...
Yes they do ...
Searched for release at the
bottom of the bottle
Tried to catch the smoke
that kept evaporating
So numb, hours went by 'till
I realized it was raining
Set fire to every photograph
Fought to forget each tear,
every smile
and it worked, but only
for a little while ...

Choking on my own broken heart
or is it breath ?
Is it love or did it cross to wrath ?
Choking on all that was left to say
Little did we know that it would come
the day
when you can no longer run away
I must stop dreaming
with the dead
It keeps running through my head
All that you said
I'm twisting and turning on an
already torn apart bed

I got chills in my bones
and you keep throwing
your sticks and stones
He never meant to hurt no one,
he just did
When you stabbed me, you never
expected I would bleed
Now it's your turn, 'cause King
of cups my ass
Look at this whole mess
it's your fault, at least confess
Help me understand
take me by the hand
lead me to the very end ...


quinta-feira, 1 de junho de 2017

Act III - Part 2

I only feel regret for ever being this dumb
Besides that, I'm afraid I'm completly numb
Overload of information, we're crashing down
I think she's gone, listen, no sound
I guess it's true what goes around comes around
it's the knockout that will lead you to the ground
Lucky me, look what I've found
Some more dark inspiration, a pen and a sheet
Me and an upside down world, always the black sheep
Hummm me in love ? Wasn't this neat ?
Yeah you better hide quick
You've been smoking some weird shit
It was all pretending Alice, it was never real
And you, how the hell would you be able to feel ?
Anything, a glimpse whatsoever
So how could you promise anyone forever ?
Nah, come on turn around, be clever ...

Intermission Ladies and gentlemen
I gotta finish my joint ...


quarta-feira, 8 de fevereiro de 2017

Pillow talks

I do get high
to numb the pain away
Helps me sleeping even with
so much left to say
I'm a sucker for that happy ending
though I never had one
My kind of grand finale is catching bullets
for the one behind the gun
Damn, got hit
this aint fun ...
Knock out, knocked down
The whole world spinning around
Can't hold my ground
Pardon me, I might as well
take another sip
'cause clearly this aint it

Oh not even divine intervention
would be able to save our asses now
And we could try, I'm just not sure how
Fire at me, I can take it
I love it as much as I hate it

I'll get high
I'll get drunk
whatever it takes
whatever works
to prevent these heartbreaks
Damn, up in the clouds,
Can't rememeber 'bout how I fell off grace
Hell I can't even remember your face
We are alright
it's a good summer night
We're fine, gazing the sky
flying so high
and we're dreaming again
arguing about the future,
how it's going to be
What's going to become of me
I'll roll up another one
while you think about that
You're not going to be able to decide
shit tonight, first fact
Ah ah you're too high,
it's going to take a while to come back

No pain
no gain
Don't you worry dear,
it's just a game

It's so nice to see
how well you preach baby
but tell me
are you happy?
Is your spirit running free ?


sexta-feira, 20 de janeiro de 2017

Casual look

Them preachers

I tried to tell you
but you wanted
to play the fool
Can you feel it now ?
Karma can be quite cruel
You sure you want to play
this kind of game ?
You dare to lick this flame ?
We're crazy baby
I'm far from myself lately ...

Torture, tragic,
Deliciously magic
Can't stop, can't come down
I'm about to remind you
Why I wear the fuckin' crown !

Say it, just say it
look at my face
and admit it
They had it coming
they shud've known better
I don't enjoy staying
under the weather
I'm going to wear that lipstick
just to turn you on
I'll be here 'till dawn
You are ready to go
but I'm already gone ...
I'm going to be on top of those heels
just to prove you wrong
I'm going to make you memorize
the lyrics to this song
Black underwear, chains
A slap across the face
the delight before the taste
of sweet disgrace
You need to control that thirst
Me saying no ? That's a first ah ah ah
You know me, go big or go home player
You can't kill a fly, and you're calling yourself
the dragon slayer ...

I've got a whole world
where I'm the damn boss
You're on your knees,
that's a heavy cross
I'm sorry for your loss
'cause I'm out, I'm going
This shit is going to end up blowing
Warned you once, it's coming back
You do see the chance of that
It blows on your face
We fall off grace

You feel it, I feel it too
Well maybe not as much as you
I can feel the pain
I know how it slowly drives you insane
But you can take it, right ?
it's all part of your game,
let it eat you alive,
consume your soul
Allow yourself to just dive
into that deep dark hole
I would say some words for you
if I knew how to pray
Fuck them and all that they have to say ...

Amen ...


terça-feira, 17 de janeiro de 2017

Do something, say anything

People like me will burn in the pyre
it's a whole new level of darkness
and comfort down here in hell's fire
Humm that pride of yours boy
after all this time you're still
their puppet, their toy
Can't believe my eyes
you still feed on these lies
Too used to not fighting
So not ready for certain goodbyes
You know I'm starting to fade right ?
Darkness will lose it's only light
Look me in the eyes and tell me
that that's alright
I can smell your fear
Reach out, while I'm still here ...

I wasn't and I'm still not enough
Not the right choice to make,
so it seems ...
I guess the ends do justify the means
walking towards a stone wall
Getting up after another nasty fall
Who the fuck am I these days ?
What did you make of me ?
And the know it alls refuse to see
I desperatly want to crawl out
of my own skin
Why dear ? Why do you have to be so mean ?
You sit and stare at me, when all I want
is to be able to shout
let me turn away, turn back
allow me to walk myself out
At least give me that ...

You can't face the mirror,
dirty little girl
There's filth all over your own
little world
Dirt under your finger nails
I'm not okay no
But you need to go
so ...
Getting deeper and deeper
I need to reach the surface at once,
ready to let go ?
It was the last dance ...

Diagnosis : 2: 59 AM - She seems to be catatonic . 

Focus woman ! Concentrate !
Erase this silly mistake
before it's too damn late
You shall never think about it
Not a thought, mention, dream
that's the only way for absolution,
to be redeemed

I'm tired of trying to catch the smoke
with my bare hands ...
Done ...
Through ...


Blue luxury